im tired. im tired of you being so undecisive. im tired of you wanting to be with me yet wanting to be with him, im sorry, but i cant share u with anybody. how can love be shared with other ppl? koibito eh, it means lover or bf/gf, lifelong partners in japanese. it sucks to see tt. no wonder yst u said u wan to have sometime alone, and today u still can tell me, what u said yst isnt limted to yst only, i get it. hais, im here wasting my time, buying medicine for u when ur sick, go to ur place to take care of you, but still, u misses him. hais, go back to him yy, go back. go back and be happy, do anything u wan to make him want u back. me and you wont be tgt. cause u cant forget him, seeing d word koibito now makes me very very sad. i'll try to leave u alone alrdy, hai, i jus dont wanna believe tt u still love him and want him back. but ur showing me. hais, why cant i jus have a simple and happy relationship. why must it become so complicated. i dont deserve this right?
why cant i have a nice girlfriend whom loves me and not 1 who loves me and her ex. she wants both! wtf, why do i have to suffer this. i dont deserve this i dont deserve this!!!!!dam it! all i wan is for u to love me only!! is tt so difficult! HAIS koibitokoibito! why must u say all this to him, ur waiting for him to have reaction right!?! HAIS