happy birthday to me!

happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to SHAUN SHAUN
happy birthday to me!!!

lame!!! but i like it.. bleh!

until now received 5sms NIA.. BOO! sian! no fun! but IM 17 YRS OLD!! WEE!!!! HOHO!!!!

IM OLDER BY 1 STUPID YEAR!!!!! IM MATURED!!. im mad =)

now need study hard already! O lvl! gambatte!!!! gogogogogo!! bOO!!

whOO!O!O!O!O!O!.. ok lazy type le wahhaz

HELLO!

hoho! ok 3 more days to O lvl science practical. scare? of cus. but what to do. hope god can help me.. ok today had graduation ceremony. leaving school le. so sad!! i miss my rabbit, my friends, my snow white, my nut, my shimin!! >,<. but no choice, sec school life is OVER! today was a memorable moment. feelin to describe it is unbelievable SAD!. its finally over for my sec school life, i dont wanna come back again. so im goin to do my best for O lvl! i can do it! its the last station le. chiong ar!! 15 points! here i come!

ok la now go study abit. den wan sleep le.. tomorrow go school for Science( physics) consulation! 8 - 11. im gonna sleep! but JIA YOU! hoho

adiox.

believe it or not!!

omg... believe it or not lor... its like this. jus now when to kaizhi hse to study. study and study, but im thinkin of her. i miss her>,< but i think now after hearing what kaizhi's fate counting, i think i and her can forget it le ba. tell you guys what it's all abt hor.

ok here goes...

for my love life, 1st is Rachel..
it says there are times when i and her very good, den very bad. den now very good. but there is this problem that has to be over before there is a chance for me and her to be together. but it's only 1% ba. What he suan come out and what rachel said is true.. she said that there is something that have to be over 1st before she can be with me. she say she will give me a chance. i trusted in that. but my dream broke when i heard the after part of my life.. i just hope to be with her.

for my love life, 2nd is Mingsi..
it says i stead with mingsi before. there were up and downs. meaning good times and bad times. very good times and very bad times. but now i cant be with her anymore. cause the last 2 cards is a QUEEN AND KING. meaning she and another boy that is hard to brk. and its true. they like each other but haven stead. now my relationship with mingsi is very very good. in a sense that im her guardian angel as well as korkor. we share everything but the feeling of couple is not there. i understand. so im snow white's guardian angel =)

for my love life, 3rd is Alexis..
worse ever. it says on the outside, we may agree to been buddies. but in the heart, we are not even buddies. that is on her side. steady with her? no hope. give up now and normal friends can still be kept. -_-"

for my love life, 4rd is Shimin..
it says, i and her has been good last time. but now its no good.

i will overcome all this!.. my love life will be better.. no matter what happens! cause i know i do pray with sincerity.. =)

for my studies..
it says, if i continue what im doin now, i can either do very very well in the O lvl's or do very very badly for it. the chance is 50 - 50..

for my life overall..
my life cant be counted as im in the center of libra and scorpio. 23/10. my horoscope is always changin. therefore my fate changes as well. this means whatever im doin, it may come to no use. but to compansate this thing, there will be somethings to overtake it making it a good thing.another thing is that, whatever i am doin, i cant do it 100%, i will stop at 50%. and either this means that i have completed this obstacle or all my efforts have come to waste.

thats abt it ba..

amazing? but what the thing says IT's 90% TRUE!. Im Kinda depressed, but getting on with life is still my choice. pray well and study hard! gambatte SHAUN!. and finally...

I MISS YOU RACHEL!!!! i wan fate to change and let us be together even for jus a short while, im happy.!

hey! ok i met my sista, Angela at lot 1 wor! on sat afternoon. she called me and i was SHOCK. such a chio gal calling me, i thought who.den i turn saw SIRU. nice name hur? hahaz. she look so pretty wor, or is it i too long didnt see you already sis? hahaz. but i was kinda blur at tt time so paiseh ar. hahaz. she say my frens SHUAI wor, den i not shuai la. wa piang. biased! -.- kabISH!..

hm.. ok now its 12.41AM.. dont know why cant sleep le.. bought a birthday present for MINGSI.. its so cute, makes me wanna laugh when ever i see it. rachel, i am intendin to get 1 for you, i miss you! =) 2more weeks ya! you promised me de hur, dont back out hor! or not i -_- le la.. sianz.. lolx.. O lvl comin le, im still slackin wahaha. kinda screwed up Prelim 2 as well.. 37 points, where the hell can i go hais.. die le die le..

DIE LE!!! go nowhere

hahaz.. anyway, any1 can buy for me CK's Perfume, the black bottle 1.. i kinda sticked to that smell already, its TOO NICE! im addicted! keke.. now the cute monkey is sitting beside me staring at me.. so cute >,< big head with small body. lolx.. next time get 1 for you my dear rachel... =0
ok la.. go sleep le la.. sianz.. Fate pls be the judge between me and her, i wanna be with her!!!

sign off,
12.47

=)

today is a happi day for me!. cause i finally met my PRI SCH buddy!. lol after abt 3mths of none meeting, we met today to study!. she was like teaching me chemistry -.- so malu! >,<. seeing her again makes me so happi, dont know why hahaz. =X

Alexis, go out study again sometime ya!. teach me chem again! you teach me, i can learn sia. other ppl teach, cannot go in de.. u pro sial buddy!! hahaz. u wearing school uniform seems very cute lolx.. hm.. miss ya!..

ok here is the song I Don't Wanna Know by New Found Glory. Nice song introduced by my buddy!. =)

lyrics:
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
Your eyes were covered in sunglasses
when they first met mine
I sat there and stared at you
you didn't seem to mind
The awkward ways we meet
First comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
What will happen next ?
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
I never cared how I dressed before
but I cared that night
Anticipation ran through my bones
and my clothes never fit right
I can't wait til we meet again
First comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
What will happen next ?
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
Framed pictures start to be put on the walls
Constant visits while im out on the road
It's hard to leave sometimes
but you know where I lay my head at night
First comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
What will happen next ?
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know

ok.. now time to zhao already. wan to slp liao. niteXX

O.o!

hoho!. how long nv write le hurhur. hm.. prelim 2 just over, its freakin lame. the paper is like lower then o lvl standard? but i will still fail as usual. hahaz. cause im a retard who is lazy to study. but when im doin the questions, i wasnt clueless ok! i onli dont know if my idiotic answer is correct or not. wish me luck in that hahaz.!

O lvl in 1 mth time, wahaha, still haven prepare. like nthin to study le. how ar. im like study everything already. -_- stupid O lvl.. hm.. now gonna go bath la. later goin wedding dinner. so many of my friends all nv go. all pangseh me, good sial they.. idiotic... ok la.. ciaoz.

I am waiting for you to give me a chance, pls give me a chance, i've been waiting for a very long time already. waiting waiting waiting waiting. wonder if you will ever find out about this blog of my. wahahahz. fate fate fate.... good luck to me ba!...

goin to bath! just came back from soccer. woot! im a left winger! accuracy 100% strike! whaah....

ciaoz/