BAD BAD BAD DAY!

today is a damn bad day, had a very very very bad cry today. cause . . . suddenly i have a feeling i'm going to lose dear already

yst is O lvl results, dear's brother got 28 for his o level then he is sad lar. then came home his father keep like scolding him, then suddenly scold everybody like that, then dear came in to the room and cry, the situation not very nice lar. then dear cry finish liao, we go down eat mac, then came home dear complain tired, then head pain, then say alot of those WANT TO DIE THINGS! it seems so real lar, make me damn sad lar, it's like, i'm going to lose her liao los. then her brother situation i also in it los, it's been 2 years. i still can rmb, i am even worse los, ITE ALSO CANNOT GO ARH! damn it! i was at the lowest of my life lar!

dear, i hope i won't ever lose you, 80k right, no problem, i sure will make enough to MARRY YOU! =) after NS arh ! CHIONG ARH! give u good life i promise! and dont ever say those kind of lousy words again please. it hurts

i love you dear.

STRESS!

hmm, at home now, goin fetch dear soon liao, just now came back then heard ah gong was like not feeling well. was kinda worried for him, then my ah ma came up with my auntie only. then monday exams liao. friday last day of schoo ler, was kinda sad thatschool is goin to end, but still happy that it ended-.-" STRESS of exams, if i fail how how how .T_T

dear was angry yst then suddenly a not so nice question pop out again. don't wanna hear it anymore can? how can we be stable if all this things keep happenin dear. 2 more months ++ only then can go holiday ler, jia you ba! i wanna go holiday with you de! with kyle they all then drink chrivas until they DIE! DIE DIE! hahahs!

no barcardi for you anymore! RAWR!

okay ciao, i coming liao , BB LOVES

Happy 6th month

Happy 6th month!

i'm happy that we have come this far, but the pic on ur blogs say alot of things ler. from strangers to friends, from friends to more then friends, then practically back to strangers, it all happens so fast. <--- alot meaning ler!

hope it doesnt refer to anything, or else i GG! chery QQ!

alright, project time, MUGGING! ADIOS

love youdear

erm..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY! erm, that was yesterday, so BELATED! =D
but she is angry with me, dont know why. bought her tiramisu cake with wine in it she also angry, sad!

then dear says she is disappointed in me =(

maybe i guess so, cause i keep making empty promises. guess im too tired ler ba, but i dont wanna disappoint her so i say yes los, haiis Sorry dear. it won't happen ler. 2 more weeks and i am sure i can pei u liao. i wont make empty promises again.

got something for dear this sunday, but she wan STEAK! HOW TO DO!!-.-"

dont wanna say much, later tag hang again.

i wont disappoint you.

1 more day to go

freezing cold night

it's kinda FREEZING now alright! lazy to type thos events that happened the past few days, but overall, i guess i'm happy with everything =o

hmm, alright, gonna sleep soon, later still have to go fetch dear -.-"

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Nights!

12 more days