taiwan =)

jus came back from taiwan.. 8 days passes so fast. hai. time flies. i miss taiwan, i miss my jies. Especially Wang Qi and Wang hwa. hais. i miss them Sob... T.T

onthe 9th of december, went to taiwan. but plane DELAYED! due to some faulty engines. so not safe to fly. flight changed to next day on the 10th december at 6.30am! so we have a free night at traders hotel by China Airlines. didnt slp tt night, was playing poker with my friends. next mornin go airport. the plane was so small -.- stupid! but nevertheless, it is able to fly. so ok.. reach taiwan le, den take bus go sheng wei. reach sheng wei about 1+? there already so many ppl. and we got our rooms and when to put our bags, but we have no rest. we have to immediately go down to the listenin hall and start lesson. i onli know that i am sleepin all the way. Most of my friends also sleeping.. =) taiwan alot of things to say ar. lazy say.

we went to alot of places, go buy alotof food, take pics.

den soon goin to last day le. friday goin back to singapore. fast hor. hais. den on e plane back to singapore that time, cannot land, air traffic congestion. duh! so plane must fly around singapore for 10mins more -.- after tt land le, after my plane land, behind was a SINGAPORE AIRLINES MEGA TOP. stupid! compare to my plane, it is -_- sianz. so when out of e plane le, when to buy wine. den check out le. take luggages and when home. now at home le. i miss taiwan. i mis the times when we all played with no worries and all of us are together. hai.

jie.. i miss you.. in taiwan i still rmb we ride bicycle, at night somemore. so fun and cold. with onli a few touch light and no supporting light. hais jiE.. i will hao hao join QSN 1. i will listen to you de! jie.. take care!

happy birthday to me!

happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to SHAUN SHAUN
happy birthday to me!!!

lame!!! but i like it.. bleh!

until now received 5sms NIA.. BOO! sian! no fun! but IM 17 YRS OLD!! WEE!!!! HOHO!!!!

IM OLDER BY 1 STUPID YEAR!!!!! IM MATURED!!. im mad =)

now need study hard already! O lvl! gambatte!!!! gogogogogo!! bOO!!

whOO!O!O!O!O!O!.. ok lazy type le wahhaz

HELLO!

hoho! ok 3 more days to O lvl science practical. scare? of cus. but what to do. hope god can help me.. ok today had graduation ceremony. leaving school le. so sad!! i miss my rabbit, my friends, my snow white, my nut, my shimin!! >,<. but no choice, sec school life is OVER! today was a memorable moment. feelin to describe it is unbelievable SAD!. its finally over for my sec school life, i dont wanna come back again. so im goin to do my best for O lvl! i can do it! its the last station le. chiong ar!! 15 points! here i come!

ok la now go study abit. den wan sleep le.. tomorrow go school for Science( physics) consulation! 8 - 11. im gonna sleep! but JIA YOU! hoho

adiox.

believe it or not!!

omg... believe it or not lor... its like this. jus now when to kaizhi hse to study. study and study, but im thinkin of her. i miss her>,< but i think now after hearing what kaizhi's fate counting, i think i and her can forget it le ba. tell you guys what it's all abt hor.

ok here goes...

for my love life, 1st is Rachel..
it says there are times when i and her very good, den very bad. den now very good. but there is this problem that has to be over before there is a chance for me and her to be together. but it's only 1% ba. What he suan come out and what rachel said is true.. she said that there is something that have to be over 1st before she can be with me. she say she will give me a chance. i trusted in that. but my dream broke when i heard the after part of my life.. i just hope to be with her.

for my love life, 2nd is Mingsi..
it says i stead with mingsi before. there were up and downs. meaning good times and bad times. very good times and very bad times. but now i cant be with her anymore. cause the last 2 cards is a QUEEN AND KING. meaning she and another boy that is hard to brk. and its true. they like each other but haven stead. now my relationship with mingsi is very very good. in a sense that im her guardian angel as well as korkor. we share everything but the feeling of couple is not there. i understand. so im snow white's guardian angel =)

for my love life, 3rd is Alexis..
worse ever. it says on the outside, we may agree to been buddies. but in the heart, we are not even buddies. that is on her side. steady with her? no hope. give up now and normal friends can still be kept. -_-"

for my love life, 4rd is Shimin..
it says, i and her has been good last time. but now its no good.

i will overcome all this!.. my love life will be better.. no matter what happens! cause i know i do pray with sincerity.. =)

for my studies..
it says, if i continue what im doin now, i can either do very very well in the O lvl's or do very very badly for it. the chance is 50 - 50..

for my life overall..
my life cant be counted as im in the center of libra and scorpio. 23/10. my horoscope is always changin. therefore my fate changes as well. this means whatever im doin, it may come to no use. but to compansate this thing, there will be somethings to overtake it making it a good thing.another thing is that, whatever i am doin, i cant do it 100%, i will stop at 50%. and either this means that i have completed this obstacle or all my efforts have come to waste.

thats abt it ba..

amazing? but what the thing says IT's 90% TRUE!. Im Kinda depressed, but getting on with life is still my choice. pray well and study hard! gambatte SHAUN!. and finally...

I MISS YOU RACHEL!!!! i wan fate to change and let us be together even for jus a short while, im happy.!

hey! ok i met my sista, Angela at lot 1 wor! on sat afternoon. she called me and i was SHOCK. such a chio gal calling me, i thought who.den i turn saw SIRU. nice name hur? hahaz. she look so pretty wor, or is it i too long didnt see you already sis? hahaz. but i was kinda blur at tt time so paiseh ar. hahaz. she say my frens SHUAI wor, den i not shuai la. wa piang. biased! -.- kabISH!..

hm.. ok now its 12.41AM.. dont know why cant sleep le.. bought a birthday present for MINGSI.. its so cute, makes me wanna laugh when ever i see it. rachel, i am intendin to get 1 for you, i miss you! =) 2more weeks ya! you promised me de hur, dont back out hor! or not i -_- le la.. sianz.. lolx.. O lvl comin le, im still slackin wahaha. kinda screwed up Prelim 2 as well.. 37 points, where the hell can i go hais.. die le die le..

DIE LE!!! go nowhere

hahaz.. anyway, any1 can buy for me CK's Perfume, the black bottle 1.. i kinda sticked to that smell already, its TOO NICE! im addicted! keke.. now the cute monkey is sitting beside me staring at me.. so cute >,< big head with small body. lolx.. next time get 1 for you my dear rachel... =0
ok la.. go sleep le la.. sianz.. Fate pls be the judge between me and her, i wanna be with her!!!

sign off,
12.47

=)

today is a happi day for me!. cause i finally met my PRI SCH buddy!. lol after abt 3mths of none meeting, we met today to study!. she was like teaching me chemistry -.- so malu! >,<. seeing her again makes me so happi, dont know why hahaz. =X

Alexis, go out study again sometime ya!. teach me chem again! you teach me, i can learn sia. other ppl teach, cannot go in de.. u pro sial buddy!! hahaz. u wearing school uniform seems very cute lolx.. hm.. miss ya!..

ok here is the song I Don't Wanna Know by New Found Glory. Nice song introduced by my buddy!. =)

lyrics:
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
Your eyes were covered in sunglasses
when they first met mine
I sat there and stared at you
you didn't seem to mind
The awkward ways we meet
First comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
What will happen next ?
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
I never cared how I dressed before
but I cared that night
Anticipation ran through my bones
and my clothes never fit right
I can't wait til we meet again
First comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
What will happen next ?
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
Framed pictures start to be put on the walls
Constant visits while im out on the road
It's hard to leave sometimes
but you know where I lay my head at night
First comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
What will happen next ?
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know

ok.. now time to zhao already. wan to slp liao. niteXX

O.o!

hoho!. how long nv write le hurhur. hm.. prelim 2 just over, its freakin lame. the paper is like lower then o lvl standard? but i will still fail as usual. hahaz. cause im a retard who is lazy to study. but when im doin the questions, i wasnt clueless ok! i onli dont know if my idiotic answer is correct or not. wish me luck in that hahaz.!

O lvl in 1 mth time, wahaha, still haven prepare. like nthin to study le. how ar. im like study everything already. -_- stupid O lvl.. hm.. now gonna go bath la. later goin wedding dinner. so many of my friends all nv go. all pangseh me, good sial they.. idiotic... ok la.. ciaoz.

I am waiting for you to give me a chance, pls give me a chance, i've been waiting for a very long time already. waiting waiting waiting waiting. wonder if you will ever find out about this blog of my. wahahahz. fate fate fate.... good luck to me ba!...

goin to bath! just came back from soccer. woot! im a left winger! accuracy 100% strike! whaah....

ciaoz/

-_-||

hello!. today didnt go to school. WHY? lazy. no mood for school. so when out to fren's hse. shle be goin there at 11am, but i woke up at 12.30pm-.- so when there at 3pm. wanna study, but instead, play com there. till 7pm. go to teck whye mac study till 10pm. cool izint it. hahaz

got to know 1 gal. her name is AIN. she is ^.^ but she is a malay -_-. duh. haha so make frens la. more frens e merrier rite. =D

my stupid sore eyes still there, but getting better le. now left abit, STILL MUST GO SCHOOL!. bored -.-" i still misses her. T.T if there is a chance again, i wanna be with her. sob!! god pls give me another chance to make up for my past mistakes. i cannot forget her. thats miserable -_0
God, if u wan me and her to end, PLS let me forget her, if not DONT make me and her end will ya! T.T

Its hurting yet miserable... human beings duh................................

ok. im gonna slp. im already half dead. ciaoz

Sick.

Im Sick, thats it. having sore eyes for the past 2 days. get it from my fren. that idiot.. on sunday, met him for some activities with some other frens. he has 1 red eye but he doesnt know that it is infected. unknowingly, i got it together with some of my other frens, now both my eyes are kinda swollen. and this friday, i shld be goin to my cousin's birthday party, but cause of this, i have only abt 30% of chance of going. baka!!!.

im also having prelim next week, how am i gonna study. i either don't have any mood in studying or i tend to sleep. argh! painful eyes. dig them outta me!?!?

im gonna get some slp, stupid idiotic life.

IM DEPRESSED!

its been A FEW WEEKS, but i still cant forget her. its hard T.T.. im under depression? >,< i can neither smile nor cry, its worse then been sad. argh!. i think now she is enjoying her life.. hais. im depress! how how how, how to overcome it. help me! i dun wanna to continue again. its very hurting. i cant study, i cant play. IM SCREWED. dead. hais. think she got a new lover le. may she be well with him. sianz. how am i goin to cope with my O im DEAD!!! HELP!! FUCK MAN!.

its over!! hais.

today is 8/08/2005. hais. 06/08/2005, this is the day me and her ended. she broke up with me, hais. on the 10/08/2005 is our 11mths together, but hais. i am realli realli realli very down now. im rooted to the ground, i cant move anymore. my studies, my life, my frens, all have come to a stop, im a lonely person liao. i wun be the shaun u guys used to know anymore. hais sorry hais. tc pals.

What Is Life?

hais.. today is 3th july 2005, halfway in my prelim 1 exams, i know im goin to flung it. maths paper 2 is a goner for me. 60marks dun know how to do. T.T science also another goner subject. it SUX man study. and today when for soccer trainin, ran for 10rounds. tts something tt will kill me. and after tt played a game with the under 14s. for fuck we lost, 3 of our *best* players when over. and i was a striker. and for fuck i didnt get much of the balls cause my teams players seems to be blind. and i shouted like hell, no1 noticed. and for once, i shoot and it jus flew abit wide. but i got scolded for it. and they say the strikers sux. omg. i didnt get any through balls from midfield, how am i goin to play? FUCK MAN! and when they shoot fuckin wide, i didnt say anything. knn... hais.. what is life? does any1 know what is it? it sux for all i know. Soccer? i loved it, but im hatting tt game now. hais.. all i wan is some sports to play in, is tt wrong guys? is it?

why

why

why

hais... anyway, good luck to all for e oncoming exams.

here is the song lyrics titled: Chapter Four by Avenged Sevenfold.

Conceived and born was one of light (give me your hand)
(blood is spilt and man will follow)
Rain and dark, the other born black night (infernal man)
(punishment too great to bear)
Raise your head and taste the courage
(the one of light)
Fall from grace, unholy night
I've come here to kill you,
Won't leave until you've died
Murder born of vengeance,
I closed my brothers eyes tonight...
Conceived and born was one of light (give me your hand)
(blood is spilt and man will follow)
Rain and dark, the other born black night (infernal man)
(punishment too great to bear)
Raise your head and taste the courage
(the one of light)
Fall from grace, unholy night
I've come here to kill you,
Won't leave until you've died
Murder born of vengeance,
I closed my brothers eyes tonight...
It's cold tonight as the clouds turn grey
And from my hands to my brothers grave
You took his side, you took his gift,
Feel the power of a fallen man, crestfallen man...
Far away in this land I must go,
Out of the sight of the One.
A punishment sent from his hand
A hardship no one should know
Now go out of the sight of the One,
Away in this land you must go.
Where has he gone? What have you done?
A voice commands from high above this earth.
From the soil I hear his blood cry out to me
Murder, liar, vengeance, deceit.
(Far away in this land I must go,
Out of the sight of the One
A punishment sent from his hand
A hardship that no one should know
Out of the sight of the One)

hiya ..

Yo!.. lol.. wat nv write.. lazy nia.. ok la.. stupid sch la.. everyday got remedial or dunno wat courses de la.. waste time.. o lvl practical on e 23/6/05 sia im scare!!! can i cook well =.=" haha god! pls help me!>.<.. hey alexis, im in e same situation as u hahahaz.. study together ya =) sang by: NSYNC title: This I Promise You

LYRICS:
Ooohh, oohhhhhh
When the visions around you, bring tears to your eyes
And all that surrounding you are secret and lies
I"ll be your strength,I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it"s gone
The one you should call
Was standing here all along...
REFRAIN:
And i will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
'til the day my life is through
This I Promise You..This I Promise You...
I've loved you forever in lifetimes before
And I promise you'll never will you hurt anymore
I'll give you my world,I'll give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begun..
REFRAIN 2:
Just close your eyes each lovin' day
And know this feeling won't go away
'til the day my life is through
This I Promise You
This I Promise You
BRIDGE:
Over and over I fall
When I hear you call
Without you in my life, baby
I just wouldn't be livin' at all..
(Repeat Refrain and refrain 2..then Coda)
CODA:
Every word i say is true, this I promise you
Ooohhhhhhh..I promise you..

end!

yoyo.. long time no write ar.. aiya i lazy la.. bored.. sch , life all zz
dunno why must take O lvl so sian, no mood study sia, hoW! HOWHOWHOW+.="
any1 can help me.. im dying of studies. i keep on having distraction off it -.- argh!!! -,- ppl keep on ask me blog haha ok ar.. now im SICK.. didnt go to schz today, cant stand up, stupid fever.
go see doctor also so long, i wait there for 45mins b4 it is my turn sia.. im dead by then lols, after tt went to buy food to eat, no wei cou to eat la.. keep on wanna slp, den body very weak. hehe =D now im starving.. lol parents have come home no food to eat =.="

I love u My MIMI.. tts my Pearlin darling ^.^

hee!

yoyo.. now in sch.. doing F&N coursework.. so cold =.=" hm.. nowdays sian ar.. stupid sch.. getting bored.. boring-.-" sian sian sian.. i wanna see mua pri sch frens.. lol miss them le.. hor got time meet up ya guys? ok arh.. cant type too much.. teacher kp-.-" mm..... blog again other time.. adios

=)

high low guys! long time no write le.. today den write la hor nvm 1 la hor... =) btw my blog haven ok ar.. i lazy do le.. can any1 HELP me do tagboard? i lazy do le -.-" ah ru!! i know u very gd 1.. so hor if u see hor den do me a favour la sis.. k? k? haha =) i will be v. grateful de hahaz.. eh ok la me now and her very gd ar.. think can last FOREVER! =) haha ok la dun type le later stupid blog cannot work again -_-!!! take care to any1 WHO will READ my blog =x bb..

*Tru3 Lov3 Nv Di3s*!

heres the lysics of :
Top Of The World By The Carpenters!

Such a feelin's coming over me
There is wonder in most ev'ry thing I see,
Not a cloud in the sky got the sun in my eyes,
And I -- won't be surprised if it's a dream.
Ev'rything I want the world to be,
Is now coming true especially for me,
And the reason is clear - It's because you are here,
You're the nearest thing to heaven that I've seen
I'm on the -- top of the world lookin'
down on creation and the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found, ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world
Something in the wind has learned my name,
and it's tellin' me that things are not the same,
In the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze,
there's a pleasin' sense of happiness for me.
There is only one wish on my mind,
When this day is through I hope that I will find,
That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me,
All I need -- will be mine if you are here.
I'm on the -- top of the world lookin'
down on creation and the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found, ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world
I'm on the -- top of the world lookin'
down on creation and the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found, ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world

Yo Yo.. long time no write le hor... hm.. must study hard le wor.. aimin for 18 points for O lvl wor.. aiming to be with mua honey forever also wor ^^.. anyway now its 11.52pm.. im missing her... i love her >.<

muaHAHah

bleahs..
EveryDay, The Sun Rises In The Mornin.. When This Happens, All The FLowers Blossoms.. In E Evenin, The Sun Sets And The Moon Rises Along The Sea, Upon The Sea, There Is A Couple Seating Side By Side Holdin Each Other Tightly.. And At That Moment, The Boy Said To The Gal: Day By Day It Past, Day By Day We Are Ageing, But 1 Thing 4 Sure Is That My Love 4 U Will Nv End.. I LOVE U.. nice? haha =x i think de den write give mua dear.. i love u honey ^^ jus now when kaikai with dear den bought a doggy for her.. now its my turn to stick her le.. love sick T.T hehe but i like it.. =x anyway.. i gtg slp le nitenite >.

Now Playing: Boa's Every Heart

bleahs

Honey: valentine day over le hor.. hm... dunno why sad sad le me.. why ar i keep on askin things.. hais.. sorry le.. i will TRY to change.. but how T.T.. days without u disturbin me is boring .. Dear I Love U !!! Together Always !!! ^^ but can u tell me everything abt ur past >.< listen =P

can any1 tell me how to change? i dun wan to always keep askin abt mua darling past relatonship.. any1 can help!! PLS!!!

hais.. what is happenin???

hais.. now this stupid problem has started.. my galfriend starts to get no confidence in this relationship.. what did i do? ah ru is onli a SISTER to me.. den got 1 fucker at her blog put i am nt a gd person.. am i? if i am i admit.. but if i am nt.. say me also no USE.. so whoever tt fucker.. pls stop saying ppl and think abt urself BA.... dun come say abt ppl if ur nt tt gd as well... hais.. see tt comment made me feel so sad.. no1 had ever say tt abt me b4 =*(.... today my gf mother played a game with me.. no1 is allowed to contact each other.. me and my gf i mean.. de ni go along with e game la.. cause i thought jus a game mahz so hahahaz.. den i got soccer trainin somemore... hais.. den come home.. chatted with ma dear.. den she sounds so sad like what did i do? i told her means i did nt keep anything from her wat.. if i wanna keep things from her i wun even tell her anything lor.. hais.. so sad...

to Dear: i onli wanna tell u.. nthin had change.. AH RU is onli my SISTER and WE TREAT OTHER AS BRO&SIS.. nthin else.. i hope u TRUELY understand it.. u have no confidence? yea maybe cause i am a fucker... i onli know how to make ppl sad yea.. u didnt cared abt me since yesterday.. even a gd nite was like bu shuang like tt.. den mornin thought will have a message from u.. but dont have.. waiting.. until i message u.. hais.. maybe i'm nt gd enough for u ba? =(

i also wanna tell u.. i still wanna carry on this relationship.. tc ba.. i love u


SO DAMN TIRED NOW.. FUCKIN SOCCER.. I LOST MY FORM! ARGH! I AM DEAD..

TiReD

sch Stresssss ar.. stupid sch.. i fail so many subjects.. can die le.. jus now when to take ma specs. yeayea finally i got a specs le.. jus now went to Chinatown to take. i wear le look more decent wor... den after takin e specs, i g omeet ma sis and hre bf.. den when to walkwalk lor.. so hot.. so me and ma brother in law go around and talk talk play play..den talk too much later turn back cant find my sis and mum le =x.. so we stand there wait and finally saw them hehe.. so when to CK the department stall. den ma sis bought the slippers.. mum also bought 1. i wanted to buy1 de but see le like girly.. lolx so nv buy.. den go eat dessert nice le haha =x after tt bought a watch for 10bucks. ^^ i need to take out 4 of the thing to make it jus nice for me 0,0 my hand is so small ^^! after tt go makan.. den later go home le... in e bus all laughin all the way.. so fun!!! next time must come out again.. this time must ask my honey come.. die die also wan to ask her come.. hehez...

to dardar: honey i love u !! from laogong^^!!

to ah ru: be hapPy ^^

hohoho

ok fuck wat i write all gone.. tag broken argH! angry!! nvm i now at ngee ann poly... later den write le fed up! Zzz

hohoho

yo now i am ngee ann poly... hm.. come for e open hse.. i wan go to business management!!! >.<>.


ah ru sis!: hey dude... dun feel sad le.. cheer up.. no point feelin sad because of a fucker.. he's nt worth ur love.. now concentrate on studies and play ! have fun!!! fun fun fun fun!!! take care and luv ya! ")

sign off: shauny.>.