if something is urs it is, if nt it will nt be....

hiyee...... this mornin woke up at 11am.. played maple.. lolx was so lazy to lvl.. so chatted in e game... was meeting my gf at 12.30pm to watch movie but changed to 1 later :X reached lot1 at 12.58pm... received a sms from her saying she will be late as the bus haben come.. so waited.. she smsed me again and say she took the wrong bus -.- and told me to get e movie ticket.. so i went to get it.. i am broke le.. my parents didnt give me for a month!! no cash on ma hand.. had to take my own de lai use.. hais.. broke now *crying*~~ den after e movie.. my gf found out tt her HP lost le.. i when to e cinema to find it but hais.. to no avail.. i feel very guilty hais.. i wanna hug her jus now but she dun allow.. she scare she will cry.. but.. i was like i dun wan her to cry or else i will also.. in PUBLIC no way!!! after tt was feelin sad and she was like hais..dunno la..

she went home, i went to catch movie with my friends, no mood.. after e movie i was like sianz.. i am nt as gd as my friends with gals.. he is always better den me.. he is my BRO! but nvm... down to my fate hais.. after tt went home.. nv eat dinner.. sian now gastric pain le!!

help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lolx..

to ah ru: sis! ruru! i wan to tell u tt i hope ur parents understand me.. or it will be very hard for me to have any chats with ur parents in e future.. i dun wan tt to happen.. hais.. i realli do.. i also wanna tell u.. u and him is over.. try to forget him.. there are better ppl out there.. u have many chances.. give others a try... be strong and dun be weak.. dun let dark clouds surround u... let the sun rise again.. smile, laugh , jump , bounce be happi! all i wanna say also..

I LuRVe U Sis! siru~ i onli wanna say this.. i will always support u 4eva.. muackz.. i lurve u... take care olways.. call mi anytime u wan.. tc.. bb


sign off: shaunY~~

hais...

hi every1... sch startin le hor sian le must study again. study study study.. next yr *O* lvl le, cannot play le must STUDY -.-" this holiday go alot of holidaysss ar go taiwan , sunway lagoon , den go charlets somemore.. happi me ^^ but come to love life.. it sux -.- why am i like tt.. i feel very stress.. is loving some1 so hurtful? hope i can stop thinkin abt alot of things ZzZzZ...

to siru: yo sis! hows ya! ^^ heard tt ur love life has ended.. no worries! still got many ppl out there wor like reuben? try ba :) i will support u de.. althought i prefer u to be with me lorz =x but i know tt is IMPOSSIBLE.. so i can onli dream.. :( anyway forget ur past.. if a person truely loves another person they wun mind anything.. i think? siru mei.. ur e closest to me during e holidays le.. i love it when we are in taiwan and all those time spent with ya.. i will keep it as a memo in an invisible box and throw it somewhere until the day where we both found it.. u understand wat i mean? lol hope ya do or else ya a TOOT gal la =x j/k~ lols.. anyway CHEER up man! come' on Lets RoCk!~!~!~! misSSsss ya..

to all my peepz out there: Yo PeepZ.. any1 who read this if wan to reply go ahead =x
How ya guys doin now! N lvl results out le sad hor some of them go ITE.. but what to do fate mahz muahahah~~ so guys study hard and pass our O lvl ne! dun fail hor! show the babi singapore government tt N lvl students wun fail 1! haha i am mad adios!!



sign off: sHaUnY aka Shaun -.-"
12.07am 27/12/2004