LIFE?

Waiting And Waiting . . .?
I've Waited until im DRY already. haix.
its time to let go already ya.
i must move on with life.
no more hope between us already.
I Give Up.

I rather be single or be with esther already. At least i know there is still some1 that love me.

but now, i guess single is the only choice already. SAD.

i dont know what girls are thinking, when the chance is there to take already, i've took it and suddenly everything goes missing. she is gone, decided to treat me like mirror again. and i dont know what the HELL is happenin to my class. it seems like ppl are condemning me. FUCK what did i do? Why must they care about my problem? WHY.

Why cant they just care about their own problem?

8 more months and im gone from this class, bad experience. haix. im looking forward to get my ass out of here. SHATEC? bad choice already. sob

Yu ting, if you see this, the chance has come and gone, we may have a future in the future, we may not. but you are letting me wait too long and you are not caring or bothering about me at all. sad? i suppose. i dont deserve all this anyway. get on with ur life and go get ur WPL. if possible, stop contactin me already cause i will stop contacting you. i must! you have get on with ur life, i must to!

Life just suck, will you come back to me once again please? T_T

yawn..

Waiting And Waiting . . .

I Think its time i give up ba, you are already waiting for WPL, there is no point for me to wait knowing i have no chance.

haix. its time its time. i know i will regret it, but there is nothing i can do anymore. The hope has come and gone already. you are not letting me have the chance and WPL is more important then me now. good luck with him ba. In the 1st place, i shld not have let you come into my life again when we are over. stupid me hur.

ok thats it..

im sick today, thats stupid. can't go to school
needa see doc . got fever, flu,sore throat. crazy hur. but nvm still, a day to get me cool down and relax. getting back all my sleepiness ^^

tml needa go back school le, it sux. >.<

hai, will i regret what i will be doing? hope i wont haix

yawn..

Waiting And Waiting . . .

Waiting And Waiting . . .

No matter how hard you try to get over someone, you will still have some sort of feeling for them, remembering the ways things used to be, and how they are now. And you sometimes hope that the new person in their life was still you, and everything was how it used be, erasing all the bad things that happened. Time is supposed to make things better, but in love it doesn't. Although we have been apart for a while, and now have diferent loves in our life, I still can't help wondering how your life is, and when I catch you glancing at me, I can't help but wonder if your heart beats a little faster, as mine does when I see you.

so sad. feelings passing through my brain, surrounding it, making it addicted to you again. I wanna have another future with you ting. But i don't know if that is possible anymore. I really hope it is possible. I've changed just to be with you again. Lao Mu, please give me another chance, wo hui hao hao zhen xi de.

I dont know what you are thinkin now, but i hope you are considering having another fresh with me, i hope that is possible. Asking me to give up is like askin me to take a knife and kill myself. i can't do it cause i love you, i wanna let you see the NEW me.

i hope i can be with you again yuting.

i love you =(

Another Chance Available?

Waiting And Waiting . . .

is there another chance available for us? i hope there is. give me another chance to allow us to be happy together again.

YuTing, i'm happy i can meet you on friday. I'm really happy. Please allow me to be able to make you happy again. I know it's difficult, but please give me another chance. I promise you that you will be happy again. I wanna be there for you, i wanna share your problems. Pearlin, let us get back together again ke yi mahz?

I'm very excited that i can see you on Friday.

I won't be like the olden days already. I've grown up and i know what to do already. I wanna call you *DEAR* again, i wanna hug you again, i wanna be by your side again. If you ever look into this blog, give it a thought.

I know its hard for us to be together, you may not have any feelings for me already, but i don't wanna give up, i'll try to make feelings between us stronger. i just need you to agree to it. i don't want to miss this chance.

God created this chance for me again, i'll try my fullest to treasure it. Ting, please give me another chance, Im sorry for the past, but let me be the one to make you happy again.

I Love you.

clueless

Is it better to be single? guess so hur.

so many problems started to come.
tiring already
let me off pls!

Yuting, i wanna be with you again, give me another chance ya? i'll wait for the day to come. Don't leave me alone T_T. If the chance for us to be together again is ruined, why must god arrange for us to meet on that day? Why is god making it look like there is a chance for us to be together again, but it is actually not? As long as there is still feelings, i'll wait for the day to come. I don't wanna give up and i won't. Unless you tell me you have no more feelings for me, then will i give up. I have no choice. 9 months already, you came back into my life once again, i know there is still a chance, give both of us a chance again?
Possible?
I know it is possible, put hope in it ting.
I've changed, I'm different already, i've corrected all my mistakes. Give me another chance please!
Wo Fang Bu Xia , Ni Ming Bai Mah !!

Esther, i'm sorry. I'm trying to forget her but i just can't. Sorry. I rather be single. i'm sure you will get a better guy out there. You may hate me for doing this but i think this is the best solution for both of us. Sorry.




Well for school life, it is fun, good service skills i've learned. Im aiming to be in the tourism line. Manager- To - Be !! in the tourism industry! =)



YuTing, I'm waiting for you to come back to me once again.