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I'm Blogging in behalf of SHAUN TAN YUAN QING!
Going to malaysia in a few hours time, he shall miss me alot alot. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS
LAME.

Merry Xmas!

Merry Christmas Everyone !!

24/12/07

When to her house in the morning, sent her home and then cabbed home to my house to sleep! was supposed to go down to tim yee's dear house for bbq at 3pm but dear overslept. dear said she dont wan sleep, in the end also fall asleep =.=! called her at 2+ never pick up, call her at 4 then she pick up, aiyo! met dear at 6pm at Lot 1 to buy the exchange presents. dear bought individual presents for her friends as well. buy for everybody except me! i never received any presents =( after buyin the presents, took the mrt down to marsiling for the bbq. was not in a good mood cause dear never buy for me.=( but i can't blame her also, i mean, i can't force her to buy mahz, i love her so it's okay =) went to the bbq, not much ppl also, timyee they all were starting fire, so i went to help them,the after that,i started feeling lazy. so i go sit down liao hahas!

WA FUCK, MY TAG LINK BROKEN! all i write missing -.-

aiya, later then write lar, du lan!

back from malaysia.

got back from malaysia jus now, currently bloggin at dear place. can't sleep. that stupid zhu sleeping beside me now. yawn..

Thursday
took the bus to genting, the bus was supposed to come at 9.30pm, then my dad told us was 8.30pm, so everybody was like there already at 8.30pm. then we waited like stupid like that for the bus, so dumb lar! then bus came at 9.30pm, left for tuas checkpoint at 10pm. reached genting at around 3.10am! that's so fast lar! oh yaya and on the way, say shooting stars, that night got meteor shower, saw many shooting stars, was like so nice lar. woo!!

Friday
reached genting, then all cousins go down to starbucks to drink and play till 5.35am. they all went up to sleep except me go jalan jalan, cant sleep! then in the mornin wanted to go out to theme park de, then heavy rain-.-" very nice weather. stupid! dad won 3k and he gave everybody 100bucks, so generous of him,kns!

Saturday
woke up and went for breakfast. after that getting ready to go down to sunway lagoon ler, got van come pick us up. i was like sitting in front lar-.-" so cramp! reached sunway at around 2+ JAM WAS MISERABLE! checked into hotel, then go shopping ! saw dear wanted that bag, but find it was too auntie like- .- so didnt buy. walked around and saw that the things were so expensive-.-"

Sunday
as usual, WENT WINDOW SHOPPING WITH COUSINS! saw my friend there though, hahas not a bad idea to see a friend there o

Monday
wake up breakfast. then all take a public bus to KL! the metro bus was like outside it looked . . .. . inside not bad wor, i slept the whole journey so it dont bother me much hahas! reached chinatown, then go to KLCC then back to sunway.

Tuesday
bought the bus at 3pm, reached singapore at 7pm. fast hor hahahs now stayin up to blog
cousin leave for cananda in 1hour time. i MISS HER ALOT! i really can't bear to see her go. can she not leave!!! =(
not sure if im goin to the airport, haiis!

In genting ..

currently in genting now, nothing to do, so boring, wanted to go outdoor themepark but it RAINED! crappy!!!!!!!!! grrr!

hmm yesterday reacher genting at around 3am. the bus was so fast -.- we left singapore at 10.30pm , HOW FAST WAS THAT! checked in and we cousins go downstairs starbucks to drink and gamble. hahas 5+ and all of them went back to sleep, i alone go wandering in genting till 8am. can't get to sleep thats why.

today did nothing, went to eat KFC in the mornin, it is getting worse and worse now -.-" i can't believe it...

dad just hit jackpot in casino and won 3K. tonight going to have a nice treat by him already, WOO!!

gtg byebye! meeting all the adults at 6.30pm for dinner. HERE COMES MY CHILLI CRAB!!

baby dear, do be careful please, don't fall again, hurting ur back is serious alright, i worry about you dumb dumb. i not around only, so many things happen, aiyo!!! now u know u need me ler right. ^^ hahas

loves ya!

going to malaysia

short post before i go malaysia, will update when i can during the trip =D

hmm, now it's 5.30pm, my bus is leaving at 8.30pm at bukit panjang plaza for genting. =D then saturday i'll be goin down to Sunway lagoon ^ ^

going to dear house now, i miss her, feeling sad that i can't see her till wednesday, =( huggies baby, time will pass very fast de, smiles =D

okay lar, go liao, no time blog more, RUSHIN TO baby's house, i WANNA SEE HER! DIOS!

alone now, so boring so i thought i should blog ba. currently finding some old techno songs, it's so nice lar. not those heavy blasting kind, is those got meaning and those that will make you wanna dance type.

some music like :

1) Stay With Me ( Dj Heyboy Remix )
2) Together Again ( Dj Hyper vs Dj Trax )
3) Sex is not the end ( Dj playboi feat dj heyboy )
4) This is our night ( d - tunes )
5) Stay with me ( dj ironik )
6) Eternal of ice bells meteorite ( dj mclairs )



yesterday went out with cousins for dinner. Ate at billy bombers, not quite expensive though =D then after that, my buddy called, he and his gf broke up on saturday. he was crying on the phone, i was like WOW, 1st time since i known him for 12years, he cried and i was like OMG, what should i do, cause he is those kind which is very strong in front of everybody, and in our group he can only come and find me cause only me and him have got into relationships. aye, i dont really know how to console guys but nevertheless, he is my buddy, have to somehow show that i know =X

he asked me to accompany him to buy somethings so that he can patch back with the girl, and he bought a tasmania devil. so off he went to find his girl. i was left alone =.= " so i go walkwalk myself los then go home.

Satursay
stayed at home for the whole day. so boring! then somemore dear working midnight shift, then i mornin go fetch her home los, while waiting for her, security come talk to me, he keep call me cute boyfriend cute boyfriend, i was like so =.= "
then waited for dear to end work, we go eat breakfast then i send her home. then cabbed home myself and SLEEP! slept for 5hours nia then cousins call me out-.-" shackshackshack.

going to malaysia in 4days time liao, going to leave dear alone for 5days, but she going to leave me for 6days arh! go penang never bring me go, biased! will wait for her =D

aiight nothing to say ler

Signing off at 5pm!

Where is the love

home all day, was supposed to meet her to go bugis and for dinner, but last minute cancel, she lazy. then now i am all alone at home. haiis, i wanna see her, i wanna meet her, but she dont want. tomorrow can't meet, thought today can meet up, but no chance. next week going malaysia already, 6days can't see her, now i wanna cherish the chance to be able to see her more also cannot. T_T

now dont know what to do at home, i've been walkin up and down whole day already =.= "

last few days nothing much happen also ba.. except that it rains almost every minute
-.-" shiok but very annoying also, need carry umbrella everywhere. yst was worse, heavy rain pouring down when i was going to fetch her from work, when i reach there, the rain stopped, my whole body is wet-.-" my whole time together with her, no heavy rain, when i'm alone, the heavy rain chase me again, WTH! fated to get wet! when will my sick get okay sia! kns!

now drinkin baron's strong brew beer, yucky beer, so not nice -.-"
drink until want to vomit

aaiiight! signing off 7.20pm

pondering; daydreaming.

today is our 4th month together, are you happy dear? just wanna let you know that i love you deeply still. ;D

school starts today, and again i was late-.-" reached at 11am, and the teacher was like, what the hell, you just reach? go sit down then he give me that look. i was like eh, yeah, so? crap! whole lesson i was almost daydreaming, dont know why, then i heard many of my classmates keep saying he looks like a sissy, that reminds me of MR Tham, my shatec tourism teacher, he is . . . absolutely WOOT! hahas! after school went to dear's house, she is sick so bought porridge for her to eat. after that, long story, don't wish to say it anymore. just let it pass. then her parents ask me to follow them go eat dinner, but i can't. i needa go down to pasir ris to book the stupid chalet. sorry uncle/auntie. ;(

when to pasir ris in my friend's uncle pickup. was like frezzing cause we were sitting behind -.- " i was pronounced STIFF when i reached there. when to book to chalet, then came home, another freezing ride home. then went to plaza to eat then go home.

reached home got a big scolding from mum and dad. cries** now blogging los, how i wish i can say i love you now dear. haiis.

Happy 4th Month!


am i stupid?

wordless.

lets say a happy belated to my baby.. 5/11/2007.

today:

very pek cek..i don't know what i did, was it my attitude? it all started because you started it 1st. i was trying my best to cope by coming down to bring you KFC and fetch you home. what you did when i was there? you stayed at the back office as though i'm not around, do you bother to come out and talk to me? no you didn't

goin home time, waited for the bus, when the bus came, you left me alone at orchard and when home urself? what was that?

cabbed down to her house to wait for her. waited about 1hr before she arrive, but she was in the bus towards yew tee, so i rushed to yew tee just to see you not there. saw a figure like you walkin, but with somebody beside.. dont wanna make assumptions.

rushed back to her hse and smsed her sis, she say she at home. okay fine, go down saw her mum-.- was runnin to hide, paiseh to see her mum later thought what happen again, then i think her mum saw me hiding. auntie, dont have the wrong meaning ba.

running out of breath, i don't even know WHAT happened!

why must all this keep happening, i don't wan a repeat of history again!

Beg for forgivness.

it's a very bad day today.. didnt go to school in the mornin, friends was dulan with me, i agree with them, i don't know why all this will happen, i'm so sorry guys, i'm trying to change already, i promise i will get it done. i will come to school everyday no matter what..

i don't want this scene to repeat again either in our relationship or the past relationship. i don't want to be the OLD SHAUN again!!! it sucks! i won't allow that to happen to me in this relationship anymore!

dear.. i can't believe i will do that to you, i'm so very sorry. All this is my fault, i shouldn't push you too hard until you hurt your wrist. it's my fault, it was foolish of me to do that to you. i beg for your forgivness although i know it's very difficult. i hope you will accept my apology. i can't afford to lose you so soon, it's difficult. i don't wanna say anymore, it hurts. baby, i promise you all this won't happen again, i'm not that stupid to do all this to hurt our relationship again.

baby, forgive me.

baby, forgive me.

baby, forgive me.

baby, forgive me.

i can't sleep !

now it's 4am, can't sleep even though i force myself to. i'm thinking why are all the girls like that, are they all like that to their boyfriends?

ask them go for movies, they say they don't like movies.
friends ask them go, they say OKAY.

ask them take photos for remembrance, they say don't want.
friends ask them take, they say OKAY.

why are their boyfriends like strangers to them?

i really don't know, it feels weird. very weird..


i can't sleep, do you really love me..

A time to ponder. . ..

got back from chalet on wednesday, it's dear and her friends chalet. i followed and everything was alright. but i jus dont like that we have disagreement every evening. i don't know why will it happen but it's not a good thing to hear and see. dont wish to say more about it. but i can say i enjoy it with her.

yst when to dear house to stay over. cause i was watchin a ghost show then dare not go home -.-"
then this mornin dear supposed to go to WORK! but i woke her up, she go sleep again. pull her and she goes down again, guess she is really tired. it's all my fault. brought her back home too late and don't wanna leave. i'm sorry dear, really terrible sorry. hope your parents dont have a bad impression about me. sorry!

sleepin now ba dear, iloveyoutruely!

may our love last forever.

Once Upon A Time . . . ..

fairytale developed, and the title is Me And You. Here it goes;

Shaun met Eileen at Shatec banquet. At 1st, she thought he was not a very good guy as he likes to come to school late and disturb his friends. But Shaun did not give up, during her last days at banquet, he get his courage up and asked for her number. She gave and he was delighted. Shaun waited and waited till one day, he smsed her and they started talking. They went to the ZOO and Shaun was looking at the monkey( nothin wrong with looking okay!) , Eileen was laughin around, dont really know why she is laughin, maybe she sees herself inside with the monkeys;D

After the trip to zoo, shaun send her home and they have a long chat downstairs her house, nice chat i should say. Got to know her more and more by the day passes and soon they become a couple. But sad to say, Eileen was toying with his feelings for the 1st few weeks and shaun become very depressed. He was about to give up and suddenly Eileen holded him back. So he stayed and no matter what happens later on, he didn't even give up and he continue to wait for Eileen to really feel his love for her is real!

Many things happen later on, but he still didn't give up. Not even once and one day, Eileen finally feel the LOVE! And now they are happily ever after. FULLSTOP!


Dear, This is what i want to say to you;

After all that happen, it's tiring for me at 1st, but i don't mind doin all this just for you, i want us to be loving and love each other even more each day. i hope to one day be the Groom of Shaun & Eileen. ;D Also, i wanna say, i love you and i want our love to be like the SUN and MOON, never ending, always blossoming and smiling. Dear iloveyou.


Shaun(Hippo) & Eileen(Panda)
loves

lonely day..

lonely, lonely, lonely.. so bored, doin nothing now, dear now at chalet, didn't go because of some problems. haiis, i miss her, but what can i do to see her now, its saddening los, but no choice, i only can look at the time and ask it to pass faster, she don't wanna sms cause her sms is over already.

SO BORING ARH!!!!!! tomorrow school liao, sienx, i MISS you lar!

Happy 2nd Anniversary!

hmm, HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSARY stupid panda! hope all our hardship that we suffered will finally come to an end and we will realise how much we needed each other alright ! :D

Today, went to meet cousins at Plaza Sing, then went to eat sakae Sushi, bomb my pocket nia! then after that went to play some games, ENFO SUCK MAN!!!!!! go to HELL!
after playing , all like zombie liao so go home and sleep! zZzZz yawn!! ahh choo!

Dear is sick o, always say ppl sick, now she sick, good time to shoot her back, stupid panda! orbi lar sick sick sick!

better take care hor, i wanna take care of you, but not this time hahas, next time ba, you will see the real me, then you will KNOW how much you mean to me! ;P

So for now,GET WELL! and your temperature please don't go down too much, later become cold blooded ! =.="

tml school liao, hope i won't late again wee o wee! hahas

and and and . . . . Shatec send me a letter stating the graduation ceremony at Shangri-La hotel on 27october. Should i go? but i will see her again o, that's abit embarassing . . . . . >.<

BYEBYE!

What a . . . . . ;(

Thursday - went to school, yawn the whole time, boring ! then evenin dear tell me her parents and aunties at fajar -.- and want to see me AIYOOOOOOOO!! it was like so PAISEH lar! aiyoh!!!! T_T then i go bathe, get ready to go meet them, was like tryin to act more standard lar! then was liek so funnny hahas! then dear come find me and drag me to her auntie there, i was like , o - m - g HELP!!! red red red ! hahahas, then chatted with her auntie. still very paiseh but slowly it become normal hahas, i jus love my dear! ;D then i go home SLEEP!

Friday - went to school as usual, then dear can forget me and go out with friends! sad but nvm, i forgive her ;d then after that long story liao, dont wanna say. but ,dear i wanna tell you, i hope after all this, our love will be even stronger and stable, i don't wanna lose you after all. i hope all this won't happy again alright. i love you..

today - Went out to buy slippers and bag, but only bought slippers, and came home and get a great scolding. hahas! my hp bill was $161, LMAO! screwed shaun! hahas! now goin for mahjong session, GOOD LUCK TO SHAUN PLEASE !

Long time since i did Blog!, anyway no1 sees this blog also, so i guess i'll start to write back again ba. so far, 1 year has passed since my last girlfriend and now i have one, but i don't know if i can last with her. it's like, haiis, i really dont know! i wanna be with her, but i scare i am not her type of guy. i still feel inferior to all her other ex. althought i shouldn't be feeling this way, but i .. i.. i jus feel this way. I am not handsome, i have no money, i need you every now and then, will you feel tired of me? i hope it is a NO.

i believe we will last long. i'm just afraid whenever we have quarrels, you will give up. i'm afraid, so so afraid. {-.-}"
But no matter what, i still love her larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! stupid panda!

Okay, to other things alr,

Now Studying In MDIS, My new friends are so so so FUNNY! hahas!! PSP gang hahas! but all older then me-.- all go NS alr! i'm the onli 1 left. the girls are also wee woo wee! hahas 1 become my LAO JIEJIE liao hehe! we plannin chalet as well, but all ai mai ai mai 1.

Family Time,

Jie is so stress about her UNI life and wants to opt out of it, as her didi, i see her like tt i also sad lar... jie, dont give up kkay, jiayou! didi is always here for YOU!

Waiting And Waiting . . .

Haiis, Why Why Why, I Really Dont Know, Does She Realli Treat Me Like Her Boy? i Really Dont Know, It Hurts ! She Don't Tell Me Her Problems When I Ask And Keeps Finding Excuse to run away fromit.

i really love her. i realli do, but somehow, i jus feel that something is wrong, is she the right girl for me?

i hope she is, ppl say 2 scorpios cant be together, problems will keep arising. is it true?

i wanna have a new start dating back from july 06, dont give me another set back so soon LAO TIAN. i cant take the stress or anything any more, it HURTSSSSS

;(