today is our 4th month together, are you happy dear? just wanna let you know that i love you deeply still. ;D
school starts today, and again i was late-.-" reached at 11am, and the teacher was like, what the hell, you just reach? go sit down then he give me that look. i was like eh, yeah, so? crap! whole lesson i was almost daydreaming, dont know why, then i heard many of my classmates keep saying he looks like a sissy, that reminds me of MR Tham, my shatec tourism teacher, he is . . . absolutely WOOT! hahas! after school went to dear's house, she is sick so bought porridge for her to eat. after that, long story, don't wish to say it anymore. just let it pass. then her parents ask me to follow them go eat dinner, but i can't. i needa go down to pasir ris to book the stupid chalet. sorry uncle/auntie. ;(
when to pasir ris in my friend's uncle pickup. was like frezzing cause we were sitting behind -.- " i was pronounced STIFF when i reached there. when to book to chalet, then came home, another freezing ride home. then went to plaza to eat then go home.
reached home got a big scolding from mum and dad. cries** now blogging los, how i wish i can say i love you now dear. haiis.
Happy 4th Month!
am i stupid?
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Friday, November 09, 2007
wordless.
lets say a happy belated to my baby.. 5/11/2007.
today:
very pek cek..i don't know what i did, was it my attitude? it all started because you started it 1st. i was trying my best to cope by coming down to bring you KFC and fetch you home. what you did when i was there? you stayed at the back office as though i'm not around, do you bother to come out and talk to me? no you didn't
goin home time, waited for the bus, when the bus came, you left me alone at orchard and when home urself? what was that?
cabbed down to her house to wait for her. waited about 1hr before she arrive, but she was in the bus towards yew tee, so i rushed to yew tee just to see you not there. saw a figure like you walkin, but with somebody beside.. dont wanna make assumptions.
rushed back to her hse and smsed her sis, she say she at home. okay fine, go down saw her mum-.- was runnin to hide, paiseh to see her mum later thought what happen again, then i think her mum saw me hiding. auntie, dont have the wrong meaning ba.
running out of breath, i don't even know WHAT happened!
why must all this keep happening, i don't wan a repeat of history again!
today:
very pek cek..i don't know what i did, was it my attitude? it all started because you started it 1st. i was trying my best to cope by coming down to bring you KFC and fetch you home. what you did when i was there? you stayed at the back office as though i'm not around, do you bother to come out and talk to me? no you didn't
goin home time, waited for the bus, when the bus came, you left me alone at orchard and when home urself? what was that?
cabbed down to her house to wait for her. waited about 1hr before she arrive, but she was in the bus towards yew tee, so i rushed to yew tee just to see you not there. saw a figure like you walkin, but with somebody beside.. dont wanna make assumptions.
rushed back to her hse and smsed her sis, she say she at home. okay fine, go down saw her mum-.- was runnin to hide, paiseh to see her mum later thought what happen again, then i think her mum saw me hiding. auntie, dont have the wrong meaning ba.
running out of breath, i don't even know WHAT happened!
why must all this keep happening, i don't wan a repeat of history again!
Thursday, November 01, 2007
Beg for forgivness.
it's a very bad day today.. didnt go to school in the mornin, friends was dulan with me, i agree with them, i don't know why all this will happen, i'm so sorry guys, i'm trying to change already, i promise i will get it done. i will come to school everyday no matter what..
i don't want this scene to repeat again either in our relationship or the past relationship. i don't want to be the OLD SHAUN again!!! it sucks! i won't allow that to happen to me in this relationship anymore!
dear.. i can't believe i will do that to you, i'm so very sorry. All this is my fault, i shouldn't push you too hard until you hurt your wrist. it's my fault, it was foolish of me to do that to you. i beg for your forgivness although i know it's very difficult. i hope you will accept my apology. i can't afford to lose you so soon, it's difficult. i don't wanna say anymore, it hurts. baby, i promise you all this won't happen again, i'm not that stupid to do all this to hurt our relationship again.
baby, forgive me.
baby, forgive me.
baby, forgive me.
baby, forgive me.
i don't want this scene to repeat again either in our relationship or the past relationship. i don't want to be the OLD SHAUN again!!! it sucks! i won't allow that to happen to me in this relationship anymore!
dear.. i can't believe i will do that to you, i'm so very sorry. All this is my fault, i shouldn't push you too hard until you hurt your wrist. it's my fault, it was foolish of me to do that to you. i beg for your forgivness although i know it's very difficult. i hope you will accept my apology. i can't afford to lose you so soon, it's difficult. i don't wanna say anymore, it hurts. baby, i promise you all this won't happen again, i'm not that stupid to do all this to hurt our relationship again.
baby, forgive me.
baby, forgive me.
baby, forgive me.
baby, forgive me.
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