Don’t want to leave, but we both know sometimes it’s better to go. Somehow I know we’ll meet again. Not sure quite where and I don’t know just when. You’re in my heart, so until then... wanna smile, wanna cry, saying good-bye.

Sunday, July 03, 2005

What Is Life?

hais.. today is 3th july 2005, halfway in my prelim 1 exams, i know im goin to flung it. maths paper 2 is a goner for me. 60marks dun know how to do. T.T science also another goner subject. it SUX man study. and today when for soccer trainin, ran for 10rounds. tts something tt will kill me. and after tt played a game with the under 14s. for fuck we lost, 3 of our *best* players when over. and i was a striker. and for fuck i didnt get much of the balls cause my teams players seems to be blind. and i shouted like hell, no1 noticed. and for once, i shoot and it jus flew abit wide. but i got scolded for it. and they say the strikers sux. omg. i didnt get any through balls from midfield, how am i goin to play? FUCK MAN! and when they shoot fuckin wide, i didnt say anything. knn... hais.. what is life? does any1 know what is it? it sux for all i know. Soccer? i loved it, but im hatting tt game now. hais.. all i wan is some sports to play in, is tt wrong guys? is it?

why

why

why

hais... anyway, good luck to all for e oncoming exams.

here is the song lyrics titled: Chapter Four by Avenged Sevenfold.

Conceived and born was one of light (give me your hand)
(blood is spilt and man will follow)
Rain and dark, the other born black night (infernal man)
(punishment too great to bear)
Raise your head and taste the courage
(the one of light)
Fall from grace, unholy night
I've come here to kill you,
Won't leave until you've died
Murder born of vengeance,
I closed my brothers eyes tonight...
Conceived and born was one of light (give me your hand)
(blood is spilt and man will follow)
Rain and dark, the other born black night (infernal man)
(punishment too great to bear)
Raise your head and taste the courage
(the one of light)
Fall from grace, unholy night
I've come here to kill you,
Won't leave until you've died
Murder born of vengeance,
I closed my brothers eyes tonight...
It's cold tonight as the clouds turn grey
And from my hands to my brothers grave
You took his side, you took his gift,
Feel the power of a fallen man, crestfallen man...
Far away in this land I must go,
Out of the sight of the One.
A punishment sent from his hand
A hardship no one should know
Now go out of the sight of the One,
Away in this land you must go.
Where has he gone? What have you done?
A voice commands from high above this earth.
From the soil I hear his blood cry out to me
Murder, liar, vengeance, deceit.
(Far away in this land I must go,
Out of the sight of the One
A punishment sent from his hand
A hardship that no one should know
Out of the sight of the One)