i can't sleep !

now it's 4am, can't sleep even though i force myself to. i'm thinking why are all the girls like that, are they all like that to their boyfriends?

ask them go for movies, they say they don't like movies.
friends ask them go, they say OKAY.

ask them take photos for remembrance, they say don't want.
friends ask them take, they say OKAY.

why are their boyfriends like strangers to them?

i really don't know, it feels weird. very weird..


i can't sleep, do you really love me..

A time to ponder. . ..

got back from chalet on wednesday, it's dear and her friends chalet. i followed and everything was alright. but i jus dont like that we have disagreement every evening. i don't know why will it happen but it's not a good thing to hear and see. dont wish to say more about it. but i can say i enjoy it with her.

yst when to dear house to stay over. cause i was watchin a ghost show then dare not go home -.-"
then this mornin dear supposed to go to WORK! but i woke her up, she go sleep again. pull her and she goes down again, guess she is really tired. it's all my fault. brought her back home too late and don't wanna leave. i'm sorry dear, really terrible sorry. hope your parents dont have a bad impression about me. sorry!

sleepin now ba dear, iloveyoutruely!

may our love last forever.

Once Upon A Time . . . ..

fairytale developed, and the title is Me And You. Here it goes;

Shaun met Eileen at Shatec banquet. At 1st, she thought he was not a very good guy as he likes to come to school late and disturb his friends. But Shaun did not give up, during her last days at banquet, he get his courage up and asked for her number. She gave and he was delighted. Shaun waited and waited till one day, he smsed her and they started talking. They went to the ZOO and Shaun was looking at the monkey( nothin wrong with looking okay!) , Eileen was laughin around, dont really know why she is laughin, maybe she sees herself inside with the monkeys;D

After the trip to zoo, shaun send her home and they have a long chat downstairs her house, nice chat i should say. Got to know her more and more by the day passes and soon they become a couple. But sad to say, Eileen was toying with his feelings for the 1st few weeks and shaun become very depressed. He was about to give up and suddenly Eileen holded him back. So he stayed and no matter what happens later on, he didn't even give up and he continue to wait for Eileen to really feel his love for her is real!

Many things happen later on, but he still didn't give up. Not even once and one day, Eileen finally feel the LOVE! And now they are happily ever after. FULLSTOP!


Dear, This is what i want to say to you;

After all that happen, it's tiring for me at 1st, but i don't mind doin all this just for you, i want us to be loving and love each other even more each day. i hope to one day be the Groom of Shaun & Eileen. ;D Also, i wanna say, i love you and i want our love to be like the SUN and MOON, never ending, always blossoming and smiling. Dear iloveyou.


Shaun(Hippo) & Eileen(Panda)
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