if something is urs it is, if nt it will nt be....

hiyee...... this mornin woke up at 11am.. played maple.. lolx was so lazy to lvl.. so chatted in e game... was meeting my gf at 12.30pm to watch movie but changed to 1 later :X reached lot1 at 12.58pm... received a sms from her saying she will be late as the bus haben come.. so waited.. she smsed me again and say she took the wrong bus -.- and told me to get e movie ticket.. so i went to get it.. i am broke le.. my parents didnt give me for a month!! no cash on ma hand.. had to take my own de lai use.. hais.. broke now *crying*~~ den after e movie.. my gf found out tt her HP lost le.. i when to e cinema to find it but hais.. to no avail.. i feel very guilty hais.. i wanna hug her jus now but she dun allow.. she scare she will cry.. but.. i was like i dun wan her to cry or else i will also.. in PUBLIC no way!!! after tt was feelin sad and she was like hais..dunno la..

she went home, i went to catch movie with my friends, no mood.. after e movie i was like sianz.. i am nt as gd as my friends with gals.. he is always better den me.. he is my BRO! but nvm... down to my fate hais.. after tt went home.. nv eat dinner.. sian now gastric pain le!!

help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lolx..

to ah ru: sis! ruru! i wan to tell u tt i hope ur parents understand me.. or it will be very hard for me to have any chats with ur parents in e future.. i dun wan tt to happen.. hais.. i realli do.. i also wanna tell u.. u and him is over.. try to forget him.. there are better ppl out there.. u have many chances.. give others a try... be strong and dun be weak.. dun let dark clouds surround u... let the sun rise again.. smile, laugh , jump , bounce be happi! all i wanna say also..

I LuRVe U Sis! siru~ i onli wanna say this.. i will always support u 4eva.. muackz.. i lurve u... take care olways.. call mi anytime u wan.. tc.. bb


sign off: shaunY~~

hais...

hi every1... sch startin le hor sian le must study again. study study study.. next yr *O* lvl le, cannot play le must STUDY -.-" this holiday go alot of holidaysss ar go taiwan , sunway lagoon , den go charlets somemore.. happi me ^^ but come to love life.. it sux -.- why am i like tt.. i feel very stress.. is loving some1 so hurtful? hope i can stop thinkin abt alot of things ZzZzZ...

to siru: yo sis! hows ya! ^^ heard tt ur love life has ended.. no worries! still got many ppl out there wor like reuben? try ba :) i will support u de.. althought i prefer u to be with me lorz =x but i know tt is IMPOSSIBLE.. so i can onli dream.. :( anyway forget ur past.. if a person truely loves another person they wun mind anything.. i think? siru mei.. ur e closest to me during e holidays le.. i love it when we are in taiwan and all those time spent with ya.. i will keep it as a memo in an invisible box and throw it somewhere until the day where we both found it.. u understand wat i mean? lol hope ya do or else ya a TOOT gal la =x j/k~ lols.. anyway CHEER up man! come' on Lets RoCk!~!~!~! misSSsss ya..

to all my peepz out there: Yo PeepZ.. any1 who read this if wan to reply go ahead =x
How ya guys doin now! N lvl results out le sad hor some of them go ITE.. but what to do fate mahz muahahah~~ so guys study hard and pass our O lvl ne! dun fail hor! show the babi singapore government tt N lvl students wun fail 1! haha i am mad adios!!



sign off: sHaUnY aka Shaun -.-"
12.07am 27/12/2004

i am an OWL!

yo now time is 4.33am.. it is a friday mornin.. i am still awaka with ma cousin.. he is talkin to pearlin abt his ex stead problems.. now his ex stead got another stead meaning she treated my cousin onli as a spare tire.. hm. details ask me.. lazy write.. anyway later at night goin home le.. sianzz tml still got CAMP..

jus now went to chinatown pei ma cousins take their work pay.. after tt go play arcade so fun ^.^ too bad huanni nv go.. haiz.. i miss her :( i wanna treat her like ma own SISTER.. but it is hard.. she stays in e east area while i stay in e WEST area-.- kinda far ya? =.=! jus now when i was in e bus goin back.. i saw something tt made me think of an ex stead called shimin.. tt was e time when she needed to go to e centro near esplanade there so i pei her.. she was so ..... it is like omg.. i thought i have found e right gal but i was wrong :( so sad.. i still cant forget e feeling when i was there with her.. it is my 1st time i bring a gal there and we chatted from 7pm- 10.30pm.. the wind was so nice>.<

to Yuting: yoyo dear.. dun jealous after wat u see ok? i say out everything meanin i got nthin to hide.. i tell u how i feel.. but is onli at tt place my stupid feelings came back.. i trying to forget it le.

to Joshua: Yo cousin, dun feel sad over ur ex.. SHE IS A BITCH! A SLUT FUCKING SLUT.. get ur revenge ask me to help if ya need.. 24hr hotline :) but dun get me in trouble can le.. i hate polices>.to Justin: ah u too young to understand anything LOLX j/k dun always say back to ur bro.. he has alot of problems ba? give way to each other u 2 idiots! haha :X

to Huanni: hey mei.. fate dun let us meet often, fate dun allow me to be ur real bro, fate dun allow us to see each other,but i still will pray hard for u.. i wanna be ur bro.. i will take care of u as long as i can.. ur a gal tt i believe can sore to the skys... cheer up and be happy any probs come chat with me :)

ok as for me.. I AM GETTING PAnda EyeS GoOoOOod NiTE~~~~

adios..~ ;)

hoilday sian le=.=

its still holiday? so boring.. so now i am at my cousin hse.. i rather go to his hse den stay at home and rot..

hm.. i jus wanna say.. huanni.. how ur feeling abt ur parents lag of love is similar to how i lag of my sister love, but we have to be strong and continue with life.. if u feel sad or troubled come talk to me or joshua.. we will try as many ways to help u.. i treat u as my real sister as i wan to realli care for some1.. we onli have 1 life so wat for be sad abt it? jus be happy and enjoy.. ur mum must be too stress at work so when she came home , she scolded u.. u have to understand tt.. i everyday also kanna scold by my parents without fail.. u said tt ur mum doesnt care abt u? ur wrong.. every parent care for their child.. its onlishe didnt show it out or u cant feel it.. all parents would wan the best for their child ya knoe.. so try to understand ur mum... as for ur bro.. he is useless.. wonder why u got such a bro.. i rather be ur real bro and take care of u .. but this is fate.. i hope u will be treated better and take care.. dun give up.. kor will be here for u!


to yuting: erm.. she is jus now god sis ok.. dun jealous :X

O.o

o.O hi longtime no blog le.. hm.. nt free ba and some problems occur at my BLOG zz.. ok last 4 daes i am at my cousin's hse.. but we went to ma sister chalet :) ride bike.. so cool.. finally i can see my little meimei.. huanni.. she is onli pri6 btw- .- she went to japan yesterdae :( i miss her... Sad

testing?

can this work???

hm.. ello? hm.. sorri ar last few daes nv blog.. lazy and forgotten also :) erm jus to say my hse is an insect palace... 2days ago 1 flying cockroach flew in ma room and i was runnin like mad.. my fathre and i was chasing it after tt.. yesterday another flyin idiot came in.. but was beaten to dead also.. ke lian ;( who ask them to come in!-.-... when job hunting yesterday.. explore orchard , suntec, bugis , marina center , esplanade... no jobs available -.-! i am gonnnnna die! any1 got lobang? jie shao yi xia le~~ plsSsSs >.www.mapleglobal.com lolx ... ^.^ BORING DAE!

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hm.. ello? hm.. sorri ar last few daes nv blog.. lazy and forgotten also :) erm jus to say my hse is an insect palace... 2days ago 1 flying cockroach flew in ma room and i was runnin like mad.. my fathre and i was chasing it after tt.. yesterday another flyin idiot came in.. but was beaten to dead also.. ke lian ;( who ask them to come in!-.-... when job hunting yesterday.. explore orchard , suntec, bugis , marina center , esplanade... no jobs available -.-! i am gonnnnna die! any1 got lobang? jie shao yi xia le~~ plsSsSs >.www.mapleglobal.com lolx ... ^.^ BORING DAE!

how long didnt i blog

hm.. ello? hm.. sorri ar last few daes nv blog.. lazy and forgotten also :) erm jus to say my hse is an insect palace... 2days ago 1 flying cockroach flew in ma room and i was runnin like mad.. my fathre and i was chasing it after tt.. yesterday another flyin idiot came in.. but was beaten to dead also.. ke lian ;( who ask them to come in!-.-... when job hunting yesterday.. explore orchard , suntec, bugis , marina center , esplanade... no jobs available -.-! i am gonnnnna die! any1 got lobang? jie shao yi xia le~~ plsSsSs >.www.mapleglobal.com lolx ... ^.^ BORING DAE!

Happi Birthdae to ME!!

today is ma birthday wor.. hee.. present any1? :( i jus changed my internet connection to SCV maxonline yeppie!! $.$ when to sch for ite talk.. seems understandable.. mayb choosin SIMEI ite le far=. =mornin i gonna be a zombie :) after tt when to bukit timah to eat.. nice food they got three yummy~ dunno why eat until siao jus now so nice ^.^ tummy so full... hee.. after tt take cab home lazy to take bus so now i am home.. a few more mins MY BIRTHDAY OVER!!!! :( !!!! Adios

ello peepz.. boring daeZz..

yoyo.. this few days i was busy all the time because i am playin HELBREATH.. so fun after so long didnt play.. i played e server is a private 1.. the international server is from KOREAN.. korean fags!! must pay $18 bucks somemore to play tt game -_-... for private server it is free ^.^for more info about the game pls go to www.hbberzerk.com <-- feel free to play it is fun.. my nick is del^bear... it is on 1 of the news jajaja... ok back to ma life..

hm.. ppl say i am a flirt? cause i have an EX stead.. tt time she liked another boy and neglect me for 4days.. so i wanted to brk.. den she say dun wan.. she dun love tt boy already... but i sitll did nt forgive her.. and NOW she has a stead le.. cool yeah? it is gd tt i brk with u.. been with u alot of headache! your mum keep on calling me asking abt where are u, ur mum looks so pityful already cant u give her some peace.. hope now ur bf will understand tt and help ur mum with u!
gd luck..

hm.. N lvl finish le.. but my sch still ask us to go BACK! =.= wtf is tt? all of us in sch also no mood to study.. all slacking.. run around sch.. go toilet for hours and sometimes halfway of the period ran off.. and nv came back for tt day lols.. i still have 2 more weeks to go =.=" how am i goin to continue life like tt.. cant find jobs cause no1 wanna hire 1month onli.. ZzZz jobless for this yr le..

hm.. recently there is a cd called Angel Love Hits.. jus came out. it is very nice.. pls go get 1.. u all will love it.. all songs inside are instrumental.. u can listen until u slp.. ZzZz nowdays slp at 2+ cause of games oh myT.T game adict le.. some1 HELP me!!!

anyway my birthday comin soon le!! dun forget ma PRESENT!! alexiS!! Dun forget!!! :P anything will do.. xin yi ke yi le ^.^

I wanna highlight ma hair, wanna pierce ma ear, but have to wait argh!! soon u will see a different me! *piKuBu*!

staying single is the best for now? nvm i will wait.. lols.. if we are still in contact we still have chance.. I-.-I

take care adios~~

Late In E Night~~

hm.. i cant get to slp.. i dunno why.. lstenin to 1 piano song in one of ma friend blog.. it is so nice, so smoothing.. realli touched me e song.. any1 who hears it and knows how to appriciate it will know wat i mean.. exams over le.. but i still haven to go back to sch.. to study for sec5.. onli my sch need.. waste time.. i cant pierce ma ear or dye my hair now or later cant go in sch.. must wait till November.. tt is kinda long ya? but so? i have to wait..like wat i will wait for u no matter how long it will take..

actually been single is fun also ya? so much freedom? no need worry abt gf or wat... wan do wat go do.. wan die go die no ppl bother.. oh wat m i talkin -.-" anyway.. a life long partner normally would keep u waiting until the time is right b4 appearing in front of u.. am i right? it is goin to 2pm now.. cant slp.. thinkin of alot of things.. how i wish all would jus disappear and i would be alone.. exams over le.. but i am thinkin who i realli wan to be with? but do i have a choice? no gals seems to be waiting.. i have to wait for them.. but this is wat boys normally do ya? u guys will say i am still young.. alot of other gals outside.. but wat i wan now is love.. kinda hard to get in my family ya? anyway i tryin to force maself to slp nw.. so nite all....


Life Is Nthin But Full Of Sorrow~~

adios~

Finally N LvL OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

finally n lvl is over!!! can slack le!! but i have no confident in passing le.. today maths paper 2 so hard =.=" later i fail go ite le... die le.. but nvm.. even if i go ite rite.. i promise i will succeed and go POLY! bu yao kan bu qi wo!!! hee... wish me luck when ma results are taken back on december 16? hm.. izit ar? dunno le..

anyway i wanna go makan le.. take care peepzZzZ..

for those who still hab exams.. good luck and all e best! dun GIb uP!!!! :)

finally com restored!

yoyo..!! finally can use com le.. after afew days of boredom ca use le^.^ and i changed to windows XP le woot!!! but still got some problems -.-"! msn cant receive anything.. will get timed out =.=" anyway exams comin.. needa study le.. but nt today.. i wanna slp le.. tired dae today..

niteXxXxX all.. rocker by baby on e tree top, when e wind blows e cradle will drop, now it's time to go to bed, so we must go to bed and be a good boy! haha mad me =.="


adioS!!~!

borin day today!!!

hm... ok today woke up at 8am.. cause i needa go for badminton gathering for my group 1.. i lazy go but must set gd example for e young 1s ya? btw i am not in badminton, it is jus like a game for us to relax.. ok so i reach there at 9.30am with my bike.. i was fetchin ma friend.. and ma bike was like explodin lolx... mayb tire was too soft? hm.. so reached there, 1st match.. i was not even movin and i could win ^.^ pro me? lolx j/k!! ok startin play was fine but after tt was disaster! my hand was like stretch and no strength.. pick up things also can drop la dey! den leg the hamstring there like stretch also.. cause lazy warm up in e mornin b4 playin ya? i am very lazy 1 >.
after tt go play bball awhile.. my shootin was like jialat!! kns lor.. cause hand no strength and no concentration so anyhow play.. after tt when home.. now my friend us ma bike fetch... he was like pantin until lolx.. so i decide to walk... it was drizzlin abit but who cares ya? getting wet is COOL! lol reached home.. saying tt i wanna bath but seat in front of e com den canont move le.. -.- lame rite... so played and slacked until abt 4 thought wanna go soccer but e weather was so unstable.. so decide not to go wahaha~

but later it rain onli abit and stop le nehneh punde! so at home watch tv.. 7pm YI TIAN TU LONG JI i ma cartoon and tv freak hee *.*! ok end here i wanna play game la

adios~
miss ya lots!!

1st dae of ma blog ya? haha

yoyoyo... today me 1st day start this blog.. so stil la nooooob!! so dun laugh ya ! hm.. exams comin and i am still not concern abt it.. am i goin to fail T.T no i cant!! >.
ok this blog was done by me! but some of it was done by ALEXIS... so THX VERY MUCH DEER! peggo lor she.. always wake up very very late.. goondo means goondo~ lolx..... a pig will always be a pig ya? lolx...

ok done nthin to write le.. lastly.. alexis!! dun pierce too many ya? later ur ears like infected with insects lolx!! take care



miss ya~

testing nia la

okays, done.
aha!
typing this post on behalf of him.
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anyways, i dont like this layout.
laughs *
ciao