believe it or not!!

omg... believe it or not lor... its like this. jus now when to kaizhi hse to study. study and study, but im thinkin of her. i miss her>,< but i think now after hearing what kaizhi's fate counting, i think i and her can forget it le ba. tell you guys what it's all abt hor.

ok here goes...

for my love life, 1st is Rachel..
it says there are times when i and her very good, den very bad. den now very good. but there is this problem that has to be over before there is a chance for me and her to be together. but it's only 1% ba. What he suan come out and what rachel said is true.. she said that there is something that have to be over 1st before she can be with me. she say she will give me a chance. i trusted in that. but my dream broke when i heard the after part of my life.. i just hope to be with her.

for my love life, 2nd is Mingsi..
it says i stead with mingsi before. there were up and downs. meaning good times and bad times. very good times and very bad times. but now i cant be with her anymore. cause the last 2 cards is a QUEEN AND KING. meaning she and another boy that is hard to brk. and its true. they like each other but haven stead. now my relationship with mingsi is very very good. in a sense that im her guardian angel as well as korkor. we share everything but the feeling of couple is not there. i understand. so im snow white's guardian angel =)

for my love life, 3rd is Alexis..
worse ever. it says on the outside, we may agree to been buddies. but in the heart, we are not even buddies. that is on her side. steady with her? no hope. give up now and normal friends can still be kept. -_-"

for my love life, 4rd is Shimin..
it says, i and her has been good last time. but now its no good.

i will overcome all this!.. my love life will be better.. no matter what happens! cause i know i do pray with sincerity.. =)

for my studies..
it says, if i continue what im doin now, i can either do very very well in the O lvl's or do very very badly for it. the chance is 50 - 50..

for my life overall..
my life cant be counted as im in the center of libra and scorpio. 23/10. my horoscope is always changin. therefore my fate changes as well. this means whatever im doin, it may come to no use. but to compansate this thing, there will be somethings to overtake it making it a good thing.another thing is that, whatever i am doin, i cant do it 100%, i will stop at 50%. and either this means that i have completed this obstacle or all my efforts have come to waste.

thats abt it ba..

amazing? but what the thing says IT's 90% TRUE!. Im Kinda depressed, but getting on with life is still my choice. pray well and study hard! gambatte SHAUN!. and finally...

I MISS YOU RACHEL!!!! i wan fate to change and let us be together even for jus a short while, im happy.!