hais.. now this stupid problem has started.. my galfriend starts to get no confidence in this relationship.. what did i do? ah ru is onli a SISTER to me.. den got 1 fucker at her blog put i am nt a gd person.. am i? if i am i admit.. but if i am nt.. say me also no USE.. so whoever tt fucker.. pls stop saying ppl and think abt urself BA.... dun come say abt ppl if ur nt tt gd as well... hais.. see tt comment made me feel so sad.. no1 had ever say tt abt me b4 =*(.... today my gf mother played a game with me.. no1 is allowed to contact each other.. me and my gf i mean.. de ni go along with e game la.. cause i thought jus a game mahz so hahahaz.. den i got soccer trainin somemore... hais.. den come home.. chatted with ma dear.. den she sounds so sad like what did i do? i told her means i did nt keep anything from her wat.. if i wanna keep things from her i wun even tell her anything lor.. hais.. so sad...
to Dear: i onli wanna tell u.. nthin had change.. AH RU is onli my SISTER and WE TREAT OTHER AS BRO&SIS.. nthin else.. i hope u TRUELY understand it.. u have no confidence? yea maybe cause i am a fucker... i onli know how to make ppl sad yea.. u didnt cared abt me since yesterday.. even a gd nite was like bu shuang like tt.. den mornin thought will have a message from u.. but dont have.. waiting.. until i message u.. hais.. maybe i'm nt gd enough for u ba? =(
i also wanna tell u.. i still wanna carry on this relationship.. tc ba.. i love u
SO DAMN TIRED NOW.. FUCKIN SOCCER.. I LOST MY FORM! ARGH! I AM DEAD..
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well...
I'm so sorry about what has happened k... I turst you dear... I truely do... Budden i also dunno larz... Very sad after yesterday's quarrel... Then by the time I on the com to look at your blog, my confidence lvl has already dropped to 70% le... Then after looking at ur blog with all the love here, love there thing, it dropped to onli 50%...
It's not abt my confidence in u, but abt the confidence I've in myself... It's like i feel that u dislike lots of things abt me... And I'm like so lost... I dunno what to do to make u at ease with me... I am the cheerful bud with my frens... I always make them laugh... Budden with you, there isn't anyway that I can brighten up ur day... There's isn't even once that you smiled in front of me because I made you smile...
How does that sound to you? A gf cannot make you smile but ur friends can... It makes me think, am i making life difficult for you? Is being with me that torturing that I can't even get a smile out of you? Is there something wrong in me?
I used to be the one that is the love advisor for my girlfriends and sometimes guys... But the thing now is that I can't be one cos their relationships now seems to be better than mine...
I've always been advising them in how to get their lover's heart, etc, but I dun even noe myself what to do now... I keep feeling that we are drifting apart, that you are out of my reach... What should I do? I'm really confused?
I noe I'm giving you a hard time but I'm lost myself... How can I make you happy? How can i make you smile? How can I make this relationship better and a nice moving one? How can I stop all the misunderstandings and all those useless quarrels?
Can you teach me? Tell me what you want from me and what you dun wan from me... Tell me if you dun want to come out, tell me if you think that I'm being unreasonable... I'm now trying to master the skill of accepting what others tell me... But of course this doesn't mean that I'll do whatever you tell me to cos if you want it this way, you might as well go buy a dog... sO TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT CAN?
Well, no matter what happens and no matter how low my self confidence is I'll still stick by you... What others say doesn't really matter to me, even if for example, one day my best friend tell me that you got a gf and when I ask you, you say no, i believe you... I'll really do (unless I see it personally or the person is my mum, I trust her)...
We'll go through everything together de... I'll do whatever it takes to get our relationship going in a straight line... I love you... These words will only be for you... *muackz... nitez...
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