Don’t want to leave, but we both know sometimes it’s better to go. Somehow I know we’ll meet again. Not sure quite where and I don’t know just when. You’re in my heart, so until then... wanna smile, wanna cry, saying good-bye.

Thursday, December 30, 2004

if something is urs it is, if nt it will nt be....

hiyee...... this mornin woke up at 11am.. played maple.. lolx was so lazy to lvl.. so chatted in e game... was meeting my gf at 12.30pm to watch movie but changed to 1 later :X reached lot1 at 12.58pm... received a sms from her saying she will be late as the bus haben come.. so waited.. she smsed me again and say she took the wrong bus -.- and told me to get e movie ticket.. so i went to get it.. i am broke le.. my parents didnt give me for a month!! no cash on ma hand.. had to take my own de lai use.. hais.. broke now *crying*~~ den after e movie.. my gf found out tt her HP lost le.. i when to e cinema to find it but hais.. to no avail.. i feel very guilty hais.. i wanna hug her jus now but she dun allow.. she scare she will cry.. but.. i was like i dun wan her to cry or else i will also.. in PUBLIC no way!!! after tt was feelin sad and she was like hais..dunno la..

she went home, i went to catch movie with my friends, no mood.. after e movie i was like sianz.. i am nt as gd as my friends with gals.. he is always better den me.. he is my BRO! but nvm... down to my fate hais.. after tt went home.. nv eat dinner.. sian now gastric pain le!!

help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lolx..

to ah ru: sis! ruru! i wan to tell u tt i hope ur parents understand me.. or it will be very hard for me to have any chats with ur parents in e future.. i dun wan tt to happen.. hais.. i realli do.. i also wanna tell u.. u and him is over.. try to forget him.. there are better ppl out there.. u have many chances.. give others a try... be strong and dun be weak.. dun let dark clouds surround u... let the sun rise again.. smile, laugh , jump , bounce be happi! all i wanna say also..

I LuRVe U Sis! siru~ i onli wanna say this.. i will always support u 4eva.. muackz.. i lurve u... take care olways.. call mi anytime u wan.. tc.. bb


sign off: shaunY~~

1 comment:

ANGELA said...

ehs, thanks a lot lehs. budden hors, as i sae before lahs, i still lurve him a lot. wun so easy den go like other ppl liaos. somemore hors, i don wish to give it a try to other ppl lahs. knw they all treat me good. budden my heart isnt with them. n hors, i dono if you are angry with me ornt lehs. dot dots. yday saw you budden i don dare tok to you ars, cos midnight msg tt time you like very angry liddat. sorry lahs. don angry with me liaos. really very sorry. take care loads. strive hard in ur os too!